Billie Eilish has “by no means been a cheerful individual”.

The 22-year-old pop star has loved enormous success since releasing her debut album, ‘When We All Fall Asleep, The place Do We Go?’, again in 2019 – however Billie admits that she’s nonetheless “not a cheerful individual”.

Talking to Rolling Stone journal about her psychological well being, Billie shared: “It was simply realer than it’s ever been earlier than.

“My entire life, I’ve by no means been a cheerful individual, actually. I’ve been a joyous individual, however not a cheerful individual. I expertise pleasure and laughter and I can discover enjoyable in issues, however I’m a depressed individual.”

Billie has battled despair for years, and the pop star has recalled shedding religion fully at one cut-off date.

The ‘Dangerous Man’ hitmaker mentioned: “I’ve suffered with quite a lot of despair my entire life.

“When issues occur in my soul, or no matter, the factor I’ve at all times held on to is, ‘Effectively, it’ll cross. It’ll are available in waves and it’ll worsen and it’ll get higher.’ And that’s at all times introduced me consolation. And this time, I actually was like, ‘I don’t care. I don’t even need it to get higher.'”

Regardless of this, Billie believes she’s just lately benefited from a extra relaxed method to her fame and success.

She shared: “I hit a turning level.

“I had this second of like, ‘Oh, my God, I haven’t had enjoyable in seven years.’ Really.

“I had this phantasm that I had, as a result of who experiences going to the Grammys at mainly 17 and successful 5? However in life, I noticed I had actually not skilled that a lot. I didn’t go outdoors for 5 years. How was I imagined to have any experiences?”

Billie feels she’s just lately been “biting the bullet” by attending events and live shows along with her mates.

She mentioned: “I’m afraid of individuals, I’m afraid of the world. It’s simply scary for any person like me, and even when it’s not scary, it means being on and being weak and being seen and being filmed and no matter.

“However with that each one in thoughts, I’ve been selecting to do the factor that scares me extra. I’m biting the bullet and current on the earth for as soon as.”