Lauren Graham remains to be coming to phrases with Matthew Perry’s loss of life.

The 54-year-old ‘Pals’ actor died at his Los Angeles house in October from the acute results of ketamine and Lauren admitted she nonetheless finds it “laborious to imagine” he’s gone.

Talking throughout a Q A for her ‘Have I Instructed You This Already?’ guide tour, she mentioned: “It’s nonetheless actually laborious to imagine.

“Whereas he was not technically ever a boyfriend, he was an nearly in my life. He was a pal and a relentless.

“We’d stretch for a 12 months, then he would come again in my life, and he had simply come again in my life final 12 months.”

Lauren, 57, additionally revealed the final birthday reward that Matthew acquired her earlier than he died was a pickleball set.

In response to PEOPLE, she mentioned: “He’s like actually into tennis and pickleball, with a card that mentioned, ‘Be older’. [His death is] a horrible loss.”

Matthew launched his memoir ‘Pals, Lovers and the Huge Horrible Factor’ in 2022 and Lauren revealed she takes consolation in the truth that Matthew was so comfortable over how effectively the guide was acquired.

Within the guide, Matthew was open about his struggles with habit and he or she mentioned: “The solace I take from having seen him on the time I noticed him was he was so thrilled with how his guide was acquired — and never simply because it was an enormous success, however as a result of his life’s work sort of grew to become, ‘How can I give again? How can I discuss in regards to the struggles I had and hopefully assist another person?’ He was so happy.”